from the beginning of courtship, the first indeed there is no sense. but over time it's appears. he really cares with me. oh damn ya i really love him :)
but over time, i feel he's changed unlike the initial courtship. he began to cool and begin to not appreciate my feelings.
I wondering...
what's he thinking of me like i thinking of him?
I always write about him in my little note. is he do that too?
sometimes, i write his name on my hand. is he ever do that too?
I always write some words for him. is he ever do that?
I really love him, not just a word but my heart really mean it. is he like that too?
i ever cried for him. is he ever do that too?
what he was there faithfully?
i just want to appreciate my feelings. that's it! i think it's not too much..
i want he knows what i feel and realized what his mistakes.
maybe i trully love him. maybe i should reduce the sense of love, stop thingking about him, and no longer writing some words for him.
maybe it's the best, i've tired hurt by men!
i ever said to him that i love him, my heart already taken by him and dont break my heart. and what he said? NOTHING!
maybe he doesn't feel the same like what i feel with him. it's okay..
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